SELF DESTRUCTION IS SUCH A PRETTY, LITTLE THING.
"SHE'S SUCH A FUCKING MASTERPIECE.
SELF DESTRUCTION IS SUCH A PRETTY LITTLE THING"
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i can’t believe you did this to me.
im so in love with you
i hate you.
you’ve made happier than i’ve ever been.
i’ve never been this hurt.
i hate you.
you make me feel sick.
you make me hate myself.
you made me feel worthless,
and unlovable
and pathetic
and stupid.
i hate you.
people think i’m stupid for still being with you.
i think i’m stupid for still being with you.
i’m going to get hurt again.
i’m going to be almost as happy as i was before again.
i’m a fucking idiot,
but i still fucking love you,
and i dont know why,
because you proved that you don’t love me.
i’ve never had my heart ‘broken’,
i’m heartbroken.
i’m self-loathing.
i feel betrayed.
you get one more chance,
but i don’t really think you deserve it.
it doesnt matter though,
because i’ll do anything to still be yours.
have you ever been abused by your mom? i am jut wondering b/c i live with my grandparents and they abuse me and i don't know how to deal with it
only verbally, but i know that cant compare): i’m so sorry sweetie. youre still a kid, you shouldn’t know/have to deal with it. im asking you, for me, please get help. you dont even have to tell a teacher or whatever, tell one of your friends moms or dads that youre close with and ask to go stay there for a while. trust me, it’s not worth sticking around until they go too far one day, and it’s not worth how much it will upset you. xo
you're so beautiful, and i know you're going to deny it, but i wish you wouldnt. you probably won't believe this but you are my reason for living. you are such a funny, outgoing, charismatic, loving strong, gorgeous girl that any guy including myself would be lucky to have. just because carson was an immature horny bastard with no self control doesn't mean that you aren't the perfect girlfriend. no one in the world could keep that douche happy. you're incredible, i wish you believed it like i do
i’m crying. thank you. so so so much. i really dont understand why you guys are so nice to me, but even though i dont believe half the stuff you guys say, aldskfj;ladsfj, really really makes my day(: im glad to know someone cares. and im sure i really care about you too, so you know where to find me if you need me(: xoxo
is there any actual person your age that isn't a celebrity that you would want to look like? or someone you see as beautiful/hot/gorgeous?
so many. it makes me feel sick to think about a lot of girls i know with perfect bodies and faces and hair. and then there’s me.. not even good enough for the one person i thought genuinely loved me. aye, sorry, venting.
mackenzie
rose
abi
ro
tibby
lily
gu
christina w
catherine
my little sister cassie…
yeah. lots.
